The bad things

"dear, my mom washed the clothes that you bought for me last year, she asked me why did you buy me this kind of shirt, it's confirmed made in China, is polystyrene ."
"aiya, I m so sorry about that."
"and I don't know how to answer."
"I understand, I m so sorry."
"I feel bad, even I told you just one , you still buying two shirt and one trouser for me. "
"I know, I m so sorry to made you feel bad."
"it cost you about $100 which its not cheap."
"I m so sorry, I promised I won't buy you this kind of shirt and trouser again"
"you will never buy me any kind of shirt and trousers again!"
"okay, understand.i won't buy for you again. "
"Haiz.."
"could you kindly please forgive me with that things I have done? And don't feel bad anymore?"
"what is past is past, but I can't stop feeling bad until I able to earn $100 easily. But, as I said, it's a past, so can I not forgiving you? Forgive you la:)"
"thank you boy"

force my mind into other's with ignore other's feeling is my strength , which it will cause me done all the stupid things.
And now, I realized that something-
•Don't force people or assume that people will like the way you like.
•Respect people as so people will respect you.
EVEN clothes and trouser looks suit on him but it's doesn't means he like it, it doesn't means it's comfortable to wear.
YOU are not the person who going to wear it after all, you are just a outsider who judge the outlook, but forget the quality of the clothes.
YOU can be nice looking, but do not mean that your out look can over taking your quality of heart and attitude.
THEY are the same concept. You don't need a nice outlook to show your inner heart. AS you can show your kindness, caring and lovely heart without wearing pretty clothes.
People will know you from your action.
Be hamble, be brave!
ACTION speak louder than WORDS.
Do what you supposed to, small action is not needed.
Should you have any question, please raise up your hand, un-glue your mouth, and ask, no people to scold you, or there may have people Like to nag, but as Long as you didnt it blindly, as long as you make the correct step, there is no way you feel ashame.
LIFE Is long as our study journey will never end, there will be new things to learn in every second, so just keep falling, you will never know the pain or how to stand if you never fall.
JIAYOU!!
AND I can do it!
Be hamble, be flexible in mind.
A new days started, let's go again !☀️

原来自己一个人不可怕，可怕的是你从两个人变成一个人。
在这18天里，有了他的陪伴，就算工作再辛苦，看到他，还是觉得很安心。刚开始工作，遇到了碰撞，遇到了困难，想到的第一个还是他。每一天，都很期待他早早爬起身，给我一个深深的拥抱，过后便会开门给我出，直到我的身影不见了，才关门。
期待每一天的午休时间。我都会跑到图书馆，找正在读书的他，在一起手牵手，走到附近的food court to buy our budget mixed rice. Will will always order different dishes, and then share our foods. So our lunch will always have two types of meat and four type of vegetables. Then, we will walk back to library, sit side by side, reading novel. Sometimes when I have to take stagger lunch because there will be lunch meeting, he will be walk in, sit in front of my service point, waiting for me.
放工时，我会准时下班，只为了抓紧每一分每一秒，不让任何一秒钟被浪费掉，只为了能赶快看到他。连姐姐也会问，怎么我比以前更早到家呢。
🎼少了我的肩膀当你枕头你习不习惯🎼
说真的，我不习惯。
这18天里，每晚要睡前，都会有你的抱抱，你的goodnight kiss before I fell asleep.
You will always hold my hand tightly because you know my hands will get cold easily.
You will feel hurt when you see my hand got hurt because of the hand rub I used in my workin area.
You will make my happy when you see I have a bad mood, you will sayang me, tell me that" it's okay, you still have me. "
You will pull me nearer To avoid me from stepping on the drain cover with hole. You knew that I m scare o it.
You will not complaint anything although you are tired and boring, because you know that is the only way that we can see each other after so long. What you can do, is just wait for me in the library, wait for that moment during lunch time and after working.
You will just listen to me quietly when i m complaining. Give me a hug after that.
Yes, it's enough. What I want , not a solution, is. Just someone who can listen to me without saying anything.

Before he went back, I asked him to copy those songs that he always listen, those songs that he used to copy in his Walkman. He asked me why? I replied I would like to listen what my boy usually listen.
In fact, I would just want to miss him, with his favorite music, with those music that he always listen.

Walked around after sending him to the train station, looking at the view of his back, I feel sad. Before he get on the train, he touched my head, said "I believe you will be good, and you won't cry" I replied,"ya, of course" I gave him a big hug." I won't cry, because we will meet again soon." And give him a big smile. Then waved my hand, turned, and walked off.
After a distance from there, I turned  back. Sending his off with my tears, all the way until his back has disappeared from my eye.

I try to smile while I walked back to my house, I tried , but tears just keep fallin down on my face.
Boy, I tried, I really tried, but I really miss you.
You always ask me, why I like to take photo and why I like to bomb your photo with my selfie.
The reason is~
Because when I miss you, I can see your photo.
So for the same reason, I wish you won't feel sad when you miss me, at least you can still see my photo from those picture.

Boy, as I said, you are the person who worth my time for waiting.
No matter how long else do you need to study in oversea, as long as you still lo in me, I will always be there, waiting for you.
#to our 6years relationship,cheers for our long distance relationship, #至恋爱·

怎么事情都一而连三的发生     先是表妹去世   再来是  姨丈撞车   不是普通伤  而是严重车祸
怎么会这样   ？     怎么会这样     ？我爸   快崩溃了     我妈也快崩溃了  
到底      发生了什么事      为什么我身边的人都这样     一个一个离开我  
为什么会这样     ！

没有n!没有n!没有n!没有n没有n!没有n!没有n!没有n没有n!没有n!没有n!没有n没有n!没有n!没有n!没有n!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!到底这些事情的发生，是谁的责任？！！！！！是精神病院的护理没把病人看好？！还是说，这一把年纪的阿伯，良心都随时间而消失了？？！没有理由的！！！！！！好好一个生命!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 就这样因为XX的无聊性格，幼稚行为，而浪费了？!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!良心可真过意的去!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!因为个灭绝人性的心·行为·让原本拥有开心家庭的流浪狗，就这样，被你那愚蠢，无药可救的行为，给拆散了!!!!!你甘愿了吗？开心没有？到头来你又得到些什么??!!!!!!!!!答啊!!!!!答!!!!!!!!!让我告诉你!!!!!!!你到头来换来的，只是人家对你的职责!!!!!!!!什么好处也得不到!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!无谓!!!!!!!!!!!!!母狗自己流浪街头，已经很可怜了，难得找到个‘落脚地’，却因为一个这样的你，没了!!没有了!!心理变态!!!

一心一用 ！
别想太多！
记得      兄弟的       一定是  ！！    兄弟的！！
他有他专属的         她有她专属的
好多事    都应该到此为 止       适可而止
缘分有就有    没有    就会毫不留情的      做个不能转弯的     抉择
兄弟       X放开X了       X自由了       永远的      谢谢X对X的好   
XXX    谢谢你    在X伤心    有烦恼    有问题的时候   
总在X身边    果然是好兄弟     谢谢     好兄弟   


=]...[=  22*11*11                                                                                                                                            *''*   

~1516~

不懂   考完历史   就是有种     

～～松～～

的感觉     

好   好事来的     

现在是这样想啦    

等到了要考别的        又不是一样  ==

原本打算   要去读护士     可是     亲戚们都说不好    

说     现在不是想这个的时候××   

“等你考埋个试先再讲啦……”

我都知道啦      只是     还是一直会担心     等下全部人读完大学出来   

看到我    “ei   aK   你还在帮妈泵面啊？没去读书？……”

哟     那时    你不闲咩……

我   并不在乎 （也不是说完全不在乎啦）^^"

在这里帮我妈    可是     我就是不要她那么辛苦       

每天都要两点多，3点多将去学校    五点将又回来帮忙爸爸

食堂又不是很够人手    回到家    有时我和妹又“做下大戏”

有时     食堂又有“第二只手”     担心这个来    又要担心那个  

东西已起价      饭算太贵    被说    太少     妈妈的户口  就有出没进

怎样好？

听到护士有酱好待遇    只需给马币2400就可以读书     在新加坡    

一共六年     一进工    就有底薪  1700新币   差不多马币 3500 叻    $$

不整支剑飞过去才怪啊～    

而且只是底薪      几刺激噢--->

是囖    就去吧了咯      

怕什么  ？

怕我会后悔       我真的不怕    

爱心   ？   我姐说的    我大巴      

成绩  ？    我说的     还可以  

耐心   ？      我说的      好像没有

怕鬼    ？                    是很怕吓得    

   

还有什么？     

当我告诉我亲戚时          gaolae      他们骂到我        当场speechless  

为了钱     就选择读护士      ？

没有啦     其实     也是因为之前      也想过当护士    加上     全球现在缺护士

据说     六年后    我们可以选择    去别的地方工作     

那人说    到中东做

月薪    10000     看清楚些    10000！！！1

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

也许    那只是底薪叻##

开心到我啊       

可是     还是trial后才想啦     

明天中秋园游会……       去去去～

谁有去^^?

不懂好玩没有？     不懂要帮忙没有？     不懂有没有靓仔看？

肯定的     靓女一定有很多^^     开心到我啊      

我去的话     一“档“有靓仔看咯    ="=

期待×''×

爱它 可以么 ？

music  
is a visible thing ..
close your eyes
you will see it
feel it...
by implement ur heart
then listened to it
then   u will understand
music
sometime  it was like a slide show
with a title 
.long life.
it translate different mood
happy sad angry regret embarrassed  disapointed  
so  as a result   
we will like to listen to music when we're relax-ing..


当我听到这歌曲   有时静下来     真的让我想起   那一幕幕   让人心痛的画面   
那   有时真让我不禁留下那多事的眼泪 心  就像被伤害后  再加多几刀   
面子书也总是有人share the link/video    许多的许多人     都会为这事    多多评论
然而    受害者只是得到了一些支持  却没得到真真的帮助  

      那天    到某家餐馆    我和家人一起享用晚餐    食物来了    肚子也饿得打鼓了
正吃得爽爽时  突然听到miao miao声    知道的   一定是小猫找食物     随着   寻找那猫咪  顺便给它吃      谁知   那猫的背后   有这一块deep deep 的伤痕   那正是被人用烧水烫过的痕迹    ！！爸爸说    这多数是因为    猫有种爱粘人的习惯    加上时常发出    maomao声    工作人员一气之下   不折手段的   结果     


当时心想    为什么现在的人都这样？  良心都被狗吃掉了是不是？“
如果我亲眼目睹着事件发生    我一定骂他们  报警察  有钱的话   一定帮他们进行治疗  让他们好起来    
当时    我心中有好多的如果      
可是    那都只是想不是？   回头一想     如果我有钱    那十几年后的事？   俗语说的好
口惠而实不至      我   又有何能力    帮助他们？   除了一味的自己在生气    骂那些人的不是    那  我还能怎么样？   我    又怎么能帮得了他们？    钱    我没有    爱心多也没用     拿回家照顾他们    爸爸也不给啊     

可怜的动物们    难道人们对你们的行为   我们就这样  无视吗？  难道   我们就没有能帮你们的吗？   难道人们就能继续   因为无聊  好奇   白痴  而继续胡作非为吗？   ！！！！！！！！！！太过分了！！～请珍惜生命……经管是小小的动物……我们也得保护他们……换他们一个快乐的生活～