原来自己一个人不可怕，可怕的是你从两个人变成一个人。
在这18天里，有了他的陪伴，就算工作再辛苦，看到他，还是觉得很安心。刚开始工作，遇到了碰撞，遇到了困难，想到的第一个还是他。每一天，都很期待他早早爬起身，给我一个深深的拥抱，过后便会开门给我出，直到我的身影不见了，才关门。
期待每一天的午休时间。我都会跑到图书馆，找正在读书的他，在一起手牵手，走到附近的food court to buy our budget mixed rice. Will will always order different dishes, and then share our foods. So our lunch will always have two types of meat and four type of vegetables. Then, we will walk back to library, sit side by side, reading novel. Sometimes when I have to take stagger lunch because there will be lunch meeting, he will be walk in, sit in front of my service point, waiting for me.
放工时，我会准时下班，只为了抓紧每一分每一秒，不让任何一秒钟被浪费掉，只为了能赶快看到他。连姐姐也会问，怎么我比以前更早到家呢。
🎼少了我的肩膀当你枕头你习不习惯🎼
说真的，我不习惯。
这18天里，每晚要睡前，都会有你的抱抱，你的goodnight kiss before I fell asleep.
You will always hold my hand tightly because you know my hands will get cold easily.
You will feel hurt when you see my hand got hurt because of the hand rub I used in my workin area.
You will make my happy when you see I have a bad mood, you will sayang me, tell me that" it's okay, you still have me. "
You will pull me nearer To avoid me from stepping on the drain cover with hole. You knew that I m scare o it.
You will not complaint anything although you are tired and boring, because you know that is the only way that we can see each other after so long. What you can do, is just wait for me in the library, wait for that moment during lunch time and after working.
You will just listen to me quietly when i m complaining. Give me a hug after that.
Yes, it's enough. What I want , not a solution, is. Just someone who can listen to me without saying anything.

Before he went back, I asked him to copy those songs that he always listen, those songs that he used to copy in his Walkman. He asked me why? I replied I would like to listen what my boy usually listen.
In fact, I would just want to miss him, with his favorite music, with those music that he always listen.

Walked around after sending him to the train station, looking at the view of his back, I feel sad. Before he get on the train, he touched my head, said "I believe you will be good, and you won't cry" I replied,"ya, of course" I gave him a big hug." I won't cry, because we will meet again soon." And give him a big smile. Then waved my hand, turned, and walked off.
After a distance from there, I turned  back. Sending his off with my tears, all the way until his back has disappeared from my eye.

I try to smile while I walked back to my house, I tried , but tears just keep fallin down on my face.
Boy, I tried, I really tried, but I really miss you.
You always ask me, why I like to take photo and why I like to bomb your photo with my selfie.
The reason is~
Because when I miss you, I can see your photo.
So for the same reason, I wish you won't feel sad when you miss me, at least you can still see my photo from those picture.

Boy, as I said, you are the person who worth my time for waiting.
No matter how long else do you need to study in oversea, as long as you still lo in me, I will always be there, waiting for you.
#to our 6years relationship,cheers for our long distance relationship, #至恋爱·